The Steam Flows…

My head throbs under the weight of all the thoughts I don’t have time or energy to explore.. under the pressure built up by all the words I can’t seem to speak.

I don’t find satisfaction in being alone.  I never have.  None of the tricks I learned as an only child seem applicable in adulthood.  I’ve spent my life evolving inwardly.  I want to evolve outwardly now.  I carry no shame in wanting to share that experience with someone close…  I carry only malcontent in the face of the reality that I’ve not found someone who wants to come along..

Filling time for the sake of filling time is wasteful.

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